Monday, October 11, 2010

If they were a couple, it would be perfectly match!!
both terribly disgusting.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I am so frustrated.
why do we need to pay for a land? a shelter? where it is suppose to be FREE, it is suppose to belong to everyone.

i think i kind of understand the world system now.
People, think abt it, why dont we use barter trade anymore? its so peaceful.

government might want to keep human busy in order to reduce crime rate (yes! its true that when people get too free, too bored, they find excitements and that is how crime exists!) but, IF we still gonna ''work'' to survive, there is not other free time for crimes.

just imaging this.. we gonna be so busy to plant food for ourselves, to build the house, to have time to love our family and friends, to relax and see the world..

oh yeah.. what i said above was really beautiful, but only the RICH can see that. Only the RICH can afford that. that is why we can see that the RICH are getting RICHER- they are smarter, they treasure their lives, their health, their time more than the POOR (bcoz they can afford it), they are kind (bcoz they are generous), they are the best.

but fucking who the hell can tell me why why why do we need to work so hard to pay for a house?!!??!! to pay for a security!?!?!?! why do we need to be a slave?!?! a slave who just cover with branded goods, expensive cosmetic, and a pair of bitchy eyes.

I really dont need MORE money. I just need a house. I just need a land. I just need a family, a group of friends. and lot of loves and freedom. then I will draw my own life, I will decide how to survive.

fuck tat dumb system. im so sorry to those who dont see it.
I will be so sorry to myself if one day I gonna end up to be blind too.

I am so sorry my family is taking part in the slavery system.

we really dont need those.
the world will be peace and beautiful if everyone realize it and stop working for those RICH / POWERFUL ass.

then I will be the 1st person to clap for it!
and see how the system break down and wait for the better life- a life which a human should have!

Friday, April 16, 2010

it is fucking annoying to hear people moan.
I need not such person in my world.

GO AWAY Y.O.U!

Friday, April 02, 2010

I had a dream.
a dream of my popo.
I gave her a hug and told her I miss her.

Monday, February 01, 2010

grown up = Responsibility to the family
I refuse to be a grown man

but I love my family.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

2 more papers!!!
Damn! I don't think I do well for stats today, it's unpredictably hard. I only wish my wisdom (by guessing how to do the difficult questions) is great enough to give me a D!!!!

2 more to go.
Macro oh macro.
If my drawing aka writing is neat tml, I wish I can score a HD.

Then give me 100000000 times of energy and logical thinking for my fav best subject function on this sat.

After all this.
I will be waiting to receive a glory @ average score above 70%
and that is when my new life starts to shine.

It's so unbelievable that I'm actually worry for my result this sem.
What happen to me?! :(

Friday, January 22, 2010

what is with the '' I will be there when I need you?''
FUCK THIS man!

Saturday, January 09, 2010

I think Im really down.

this is real.
this is the 1st time after soooo long,
I feel down for my studies.

I was always confident with my work.
and what happen this time?

I dont have any motivation to try anymore.
function is killing me.
I feel stress.
this stress isnt good
it is not that kind of little pressure I have always given myself.
I loved the challenge, I could find laughter in exam.

and now..
the only thing I have is WORRY.

worry doesnt help anything.
I should try to GET thing done!
fuck it man!
2 more weeks!

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I must really pass this semester.
bcoz after this, my uni life will get started.
and I alreayd think about what to do in the next 6 mths.

Please soo, motivate urself, JUST 2 more weeks!
I can have all the fun I want after this.
and I promise myself, I will have real fun.

XOXO myself.

Friday, January 08, 2010

Since when my mood can be affected by you?
It is annoying.

Weird attitude.
Weird moment.

If you can't stand me from doing something.
If you want to pretend.
If you want to play safe.

Leave me alone.

I want to stay happy eveyday! Every seconds!

P/s: starting to love melbourne.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I am having such a HIGH mood!
HOLIDAY is coming~ =)

sydney + gold coast + singapore!
DECEMBER, you rocks!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I miss listen to sad songs but still be able feel happy.
why I feel so far away from u?
even though we are meeting soon.....

I hate this feeling, again, I have this feeling again after so long.

I keep trying bcoz I love u, I keep trying bcoz I can see that u are still making effort.

I just gonna keep trying, until u tell me it is over, until you tell me I am not the one. until.. I have no energy to fight anymore.

I miss you.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

xmas is coming, my 22nd birthday is coming, new year is coming

22 yrs old. that is V.E.R.Y Young~

I still want to have my own glass house.
I want to study hard, be smart, be rich, be fun.

you are right,
I have too many priority
it is so much that I have lose focus,
except for one thing.

it seems very hard for me to stay focus.

recently,
I feel lonely easily
I dont feel like meeting new friends
I dont feel like talking
I dont feel like smiling

has the sky became dark?

I just want to be alone
I cant listen to anyone anymore

I only wish I could talk to you
but I dont feel like talking

Im lonely.
I feel lonely.

Friday, December 04, 2009

15 km in 1hr 40 mins
WE MADE IT~ =)
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friends.......
when are u free for skype?
I m.i.s.s. y.o.u
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well, 1st time got Credit for my assignment.
I gonna work double hard for the second one!!!!
damn! I cant screw this sem coz of one stupid function man!
STOP STRESSING YOURSELF
and achieve BETTER!!!!
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Mr. Nice pls stop treating me good.
I dont want to make comparison.
dont prove me you are the right one
bcoz i know who is the right one for me

Saturday, November 28, 2009

I am so excited for the great australian run tomorrow. :)
6948! CHIONG!!!!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Headache.
I want to work
to have more money
to do something I really want to do.

I just having bad days.
it will be okay soon.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

when u finally think about ur future..
u will realise time is too short.
and there is too many things to do...

I dont want to think and wonder anymore.
as well just start doing it!!

I dont want to ask myself what have I done before my last breathe...

Saturday, November 07, 2009

we drink because we want to rest our mind for a second, and be real for a minutes.
I gonna drink more, bcoz I love it.

I love of imagining that evrthing is fine excpet it is a fake thinking.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:
Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here:
I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste.
I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above.
You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York.
My requirement is not high :
Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary?
Are you all married?
I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you?
Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems
that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost
residential area on the west of New York City Garden(?), $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out?
(Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)
2) Which age group should I target?
3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking?
I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys.
4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)


Ms. Pretty

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Awesome's reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest.
Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours.
Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor.
My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I
hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.
From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you.
The answer is very simple, so let me explain.

Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of "beauty"
and "money": Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square.

However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money
will not be gone without any good reason.

The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be
prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an
appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset.

It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation.
If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating
with you is also a "trading position".

If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to
keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted.

It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any
assets with great depreciation value will be sold or "leased".

Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you,
but will not marry you.

I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy.

And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k
annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps. If you are interested in "leasing" services, do
contact me...


J.P. Morgan CEO

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

i give us some time.
it is okie, I can understand why.

laptop is here!!!
but skype failed me!!! =(

Monday, November 02, 2009

Feeling exhausted.
I must have proper meals in order to do proper work out!