you were in my life and now you want me to take you out of my life.
how miserable...
but I will do it. just for you!
because this is what you want.

I am okie! perfectly ok
party will makes me forget about everything
new life ahead!
I am pretty and smart. that is me! I will never change.

feel like dancing and jumping around with bunch of people!!!
drinking and dancing.. it will be better if I can sleep all I want.
I need to sleep!!! Do u undestand?!
SLEEP WITH ME!!! anyone?

p/s: hate falling in love, especially it ends in this way.

I was so naive to believe that man could prevail over destiny, but fate has arranged everything in the end, since its all predestined, the process no longer matters.

I am the one who has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to!

p/s: Love is about realising each others flaws and still realise you cant live without each other

Forgiveness & Magnanimous Love

It’s not fault that one has to admit. it is the barrier that one has to be broken so that there is magnanimous in your relationship.

Magnanimous is a type of love

It is harmless and a type of bigger love one has to exercise to show that the relationship comes before pride

A relationship with forgiveness opens the roots to cherish to forget and to return

Don’t compare your pride. Relationship is about giving without taking and if you practice that actually you realise you received more than you give

If you care too much about having to receive more you wont realised the beauty of it. Don’t expect anything in return

That’s sincerity
That’s magnanimous
And that’s bigger love

Maturity don’t grow Together with demand in fairness

Fairness is when you realise nothing is fair
Because you gain some you lose some
Fairness is picture behind what you think appears unfair
Everything will be fair if you don’t demand for fairness

Karma comes in a cycle what you give will eventually be what you receive after the deeds accumulate and returns to you after the circle of cycle

I believe your loved once does the best job they knew how to do

You will get it back some day and some how if you don’t stop giving

What if you remember the rights more than the wrong?
He forgives you after you did many things to him
You should forgive him too
If not that’s taking without giving
See the goodness apply forgiveness to the bad things and you will feel happier

Forgiving is like a key to the lock of hatred
How you want to open it depends on yourself
It is nerveless not difficult
But it’s cold on the outside and warm on the inside
It’s a door to happiness

Seeing the goodness of or remember magnanimous
It is some thing to attain and it is roots of the relationship
You can plant the seed and wait for it to grow

Seeds of magnanimity
Don’t overlook thus don’t overprotect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3BtXDAuQxA

That’s some thing good he gave you
Realise what he done in greatness is more than what he do in mistakes

It’s not about comparing it’s about forgetting fairness and dare to love more

This then is call love

大爱 is some thing that requires forgives avoid comparing and ready to give more everyday

It can change relationships
A good relationship is what you always wanted right
Practice it often
Avoid comparing
Beauty of it is not to expect and you will realise in time
Cause you look more into hatred and overlook the happiness
Bring the memories out and let you anger down

It is not the words suitable
Suitability don’t bring relationship ships Together
It is bullshit!!!
If you have nothing in common with each or that’s when you have everything to learn from one another
That’s when you start to grow

First forgive than realise than learn
Start by practising forgiveness
Do recaps on good memories

That’s when learning and growing makes your anger change
Impulsive is the word
You are sensible
But too overprotective
Learn to love more than you receive is when you realise he loves you so much from those memories and the things he do makes you want to love him more

I love him a lot already!

Don’t compare
Love is incomparable
It is some thing that you have to learn first to love and be loved in return
It’s the greatest thing you'll ever learn
Comparing isn’t love
It is demand for your needs
It is selfish although it may look harmless

p/s: Such a simple thing, yet u took so long to think. I am so disappointed.
I read all my entires again and realised u are really in my life.

SInce I start my first relationship, I always wonder why men can acted this way?

They can ignore the whole situation and enjoy themselves with theirs friends when they have an arguement with their girlfriends or wives.
Yet, Women will only stay aside and keep troubling and crying for the WHOLE situation.
But... Unfortunately, I have enough!
and the best part is.. YOU even Dare to Push every Faults at me now!!! HOW DARE YOU?!

I am sure You know me well..
Ironically that you want me to study hard but you always affect my mood like this. then how am I going to do whatever I suppose to do? all the while.. I always thought you are really concern about me. but now! I finally realised I was cheating myself all the while.

I don't see the caring you used to give me. I don't see you concern about me. I don't see you really want me to be happy. I don't see do you really know that am I being really happy not.
You have changed too much. I have changed too! but to be a better one! you are not..

I am sure I have done My BEST! I also sure that with my standard I can find any man who is better than YOU! Since You don't know how to cherish me and you really thought u are really that good. then I have nothing to say. coz I am leaving this shit out of my life now. I don't think I should give in so much anymore.. You don't worth me to do all this again!

Oh ya! PLEASE STOP MISTAKEN MY WORDS!!!! I never say I dont allow u to meet ya friends. but since U ARE HAVING a R/S, then the number of times u going out with ur friends will eventually decrease. If u dun even see this point, then pls stay single forever!! AND PLS REMEMBER! bcoz of u, I reject the outing with my friends too! since I can do it without u to say anything, why cant you?? if i am not wrong, last time when I used to go out with my friends often..

You said to me this: Why u always go out with ur friends and never accoumpany you?
and coz u said that, i have changed but what do u say to me today? CONTROLLING! Such a good description my dear..


p/s: There is no end if you don't realise your own mistakesssss.

Don't Compare Yourself with Any One in This World
If You Compare, You're Insulting Yourself
Comparing is a positive way for me to improve myself.
Comparing can caused jealousy too, this is what i learnt.

No One Will Manufacture a Lock Without Key
Similarly, God Won't Give Problems Without Solutions
I set the Problems but Forget about Getting a Solutions
Without a Solution, How do I know is the Problem can be Solve or not?

Life Laughs at You When You're Unhappy
Life Smiles at You When You're Happy
Life Salutes You When Make Others Happy
No one Want to feel unhappy
Being Unhappy has a Reason Behind it

Every Successful Person Has a Painful Story
Every Painful Story Has a Successful Ending
Accept the Pain and Get Ready For Success
I have accept the PAIN numerous of times
But When will I success?

Easy Is to Judge the Mistakes of Others
Difficult Is to Recognize Our Own Mistakes
It Is Easier to Protect You Feet with Slippers
Than to Cover the Earth with Carpet
Recognize My problem and Change it as much as possible
I also learn to sort out the problem for people like you

No One Can Go Back and Change the Bad Beginning
But Anyone Can Start Now & Create a Successful Ending
Forget about the PAST and Focus the Present
I am working hard for the Future too

If a Problem Can Be Solved, No Need to Worry About It
If a Problem Cannot Be Solved, What Is The Use of Worrying?
Sometimes I wish the Problem can be solve asap so it will not become a more serious problem

If You Miss an Opportunity, Don't Fill the Eyes
It will Hide Another Better Opportunity In Front of You
ALways OPEN Your Eyes BIg BiG to Look For a Better Opportunity If You think You are good enough For A better One

''Changing the Face'' Can Change Nothing
"Facing the Change" Can Change Everything
Don't Complain About the Others, Change Yourself If You Want Peace
I change the face first then face the changes

Mistakes Are Painful When They Happen
But Year's Later Collection of Mistakes is Called "EXPERIENCE
Which Leads to Success!
Mistakes make people disappointed and never want to make it anymore, so we stop trying for anything no matter is a successful leading or not.

FUCK OFF!
this is the real word I want to say to you seriously!

How much I have done to make this work?
How much I have done to make this live?
How much I have done to make you appreciate that?
How much I have done to make myself to be happy too?

Everyone should has friends.
I have too! plenty. I pang seh them more than You do to your friends.
I am being here to accompany you and hope you will not feel lonely.
Yet, I am pushing all my friends away bcoz of you and you are giving all you have to all your friends.

FIne!
I'm really happy to be with your friends. they are funny! cute! whatever..
But you are not being as lovely as you should be.
and this..
made me hate you from going out with your friends!

What kind of excuse is that? an explaination of cancelling a lunch? since when u have lunch with him? and before i get pissed off, don't you have enough time to explain whatever u want to explain?!

Ridiculous! You don't even know am I being real happy or not? hello! do u ever think of my feeling? or u already found out that u are neglecting me??!! U wan me to be as sweet as possible! and i am doing it difficultly! but what?!?!?! u are taking advantage of me now! ENOUGH!!!!

I AM SO PISSED OFF!!! really Angry till my whole body can feel the boiling of my blood vessels!!!!

p/s: I only need one second to spoil everything!

''If you do not have the time to do it RIGHT at the first time, When do you have the time to to it all over again?''

This is taught by my managerial account lecturer- Mr. Daniel Tan.

p/s: If you dun show me respect, why should I?