Friday, January 22, 2010

what is with the '' I will be there when I need you?''
FUCK THIS man!

Saturday, January 09, 2010

I think Im really down.

this is real.
this is the 1st time after soooo long,
I feel down for my studies.

I was always confident with my work.
and what happen this time?

I dont have any motivation to try anymore.
function is killing me.
I feel stress.
this stress isnt good
it is not that kind of little pressure I have always given myself.
I loved the challenge, I could find laughter in exam.

and now..
the only thing I have is WORRY.

worry doesnt help anything.
I should try to GET thing done!
fuck it man!
2 more weeks!

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I must really pass this semester.
bcoz after this, my uni life will get started.
and I alreayd think about what to do in the next 6 mths.

Please soo, motivate urself, JUST 2 more weeks!
I can have all the fun I want after this.
and I promise myself, I will have real fun.

XOXO myself.

Friday, January 08, 2010

Since when my mood can be affected by you?
It is annoying.

Weird attitude.
Weird moment.

If you can't stand me from doing something.
If you want to pretend.
If you want to play safe.

Leave me alone.

I want to stay happy eveyday! Every seconds!

P/s: starting to love melbourne.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I am having such a HIGH mood!
HOLIDAY is coming~ =)

sydney + gold coast + singapore!
DECEMBER, you rocks!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I miss listen to sad songs but still be able feel happy.
why I feel so far away from u?
even though we are meeting soon.....

I hate this feeling, again, I have this feeling again after so long.

I keep trying bcoz I love u, I keep trying bcoz I can see that u are still making effort.

I just gonna keep trying, until u tell me it is over, until you tell me I am not the one. until.. I have no energy to fight anymore.

I miss you.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

xmas is coming, my 22nd birthday is coming, new year is coming

22 yrs old. that is V.E.R.Y Young~

I still want to have my own glass house.
I want to study hard, be smart, be rich, be fun.

you are right,
I have too many priority
it is so much that I have lose focus,
except for one thing.

it seems very hard for me to stay focus.

recently,
I feel lonely easily
I dont feel like meeting new friends
I dont feel like talking
I dont feel like smiling

has the sky became dark?

I just want to be alone
I cant listen to anyone anymore

I only wish I could talk to you
but I dont feel like talking

Im lonely.
I feel lonely.

Friday, December 04, 2009

15 km in 1hr 40 mins
WE MADE IT~ =)
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friends.......
when are u free for skype?
I m.i.s.s. y.o.u
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well, 1st time got Credit for my assignment.
I gonna work double hard for the second one!!!!
damn! I cant screw this sem coz of one stupid function man!
STOP STRESSING YOURSELF
and achieve BETTER!!!!
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Mr. Nice pls stop treating me good.
I dont want to make comparison.
dont prove me you are the right one
bcoz i know who is the right one for me