A lazy saturday afternoon.. I spent it at ris' house.. Watched ' a boy girl things' and be a 书生for few hours.

I feel so FRESH when I went out at 7.30pm. It has been quite a long time since my last night-out. Used to go out with a bunch of friends and chill till mid night in the past few years and suddenly I MISS IT again!


We have a heart to heart talk.
We know we are so lucky to have each other!! We know the bad and good point of each others. We tell each others what is the things we should change and the things we should be proud of! We talk about what kind of people we would like to meet. what kind of people has made us strong. what kind of person we would wanna be! what is our personal goal and a small small wish...


see! It is FULLERTON! this is the hotel I would like to spend one night with the one I love and the one who loves me.. It will be very meaningful~





btw, temper is one of my bad point they said, but they know that is my unique selling point and I am not going to change it!! coz this is who I am!


I have a plan of continuing my degree at oversea. to explore more is what I need!! I know.. you, you, you and YOU will be 不舍得 me to go.. but u know la.. it is always my dream! =)


Also, we are always too busy to realise and appreciate the things we already had. for example, a good scenery at s'pore river!



had Mac Breakfast before hitting the road home~ I reached home abt 7.30am on Sunday! got a quick bath and was so awake! can't wait the night again... =p


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You can’t avoid pain, but you can avoid suffering.

Wooh~ Another Daring Night! shhh... is an internal secret...yet almost everyone knows it. damn it!

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Food Fiesta is FUN! will upload the photo and talk about it later! =)

and gain 1kg also. argh!!!

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It’s better to be kind than clever.

Don’t confuse fun with fulfillment or pleasure with happiness!

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R

2 different meaning and only yourself will know the truth.

Just Get Out Of My Mind!

People like YOU is just a passerby

a LIAR!

a 两头蛇

HAPPY 20th Birthday to MITRA!!!

Bought her a chocolate cake from SwissBake ( damn nice) and DKNY Summer limited edition Green Apple Perfume!!! I know u love it! It is like a annual gift for u right? haha.. one perfume in every one year as ya b'day gift. Hope there is many many birthday celebrations with us ok!!! Ur 26th AUG is always BOOKED!!! =p

SNATCH ah!!!

I know.. It look like Sh** haha!

And We finished it!!! too delicious~

Cheez!!!

Love it Mitra! next year get u Anna Sui? LOLs*********************************************************

yes! GAME SESSION AGAIN after revision! Taboo this time!! FUN LA!! SUPER FUN!!!!

Is about guessing words.. my team got 74 marks and WON! kekeke..

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THIS IS MUMMY!!! done by lovely felicia~

For You:

seriously.. I dunno what is ur motive of doing all this things.
but gonna tell u that, yeah u win! coz I seriously get affected by all ur words..

I dun understand what is the need of fighting so much bcoz of him. I dunno the relationship between u guys are really that simple not. either it is really that simple, or u just falling in love with him again.

I know I cant love him the way I used to love.. so If u can, please go ahead! I dun find a need to do all this jealousy thing with u frankly.. I know both of us are very nice gals.. but we are being ''weird'' these days! This is not what I want!!!

Whatever I blog, is truly from my heart.. If u take it as I am doing all this to ''win'' u, then I am sorry.. U got the wrong idea! coz I already lose him.. so that is. I am real tired. pls let me live happily. I am trying real hard in case u dunno..

anyway, in case u dont realise.. If he is really that good.. he wont make us feel and do all this shit COZ OF HIM!! He is not who I want anymore.. He really make my life tough by guessing what is he really thinkin about.. who he really wants...

Last, I hope u dun misunderstand this post. I would beg u to read it neutrally. thanks m!
Though till now, i still haven meet u.. but somehow I wish u are doing fine.. Take Care~ =)

OH MAN! CA RESULT IS OUT!!!!!

and this is the first time I got a B+ for CA!!!!
I always get As one lehz.... so disappointed la...

Managerial Accounting and Marketing got A and Human Resource got a B+
Gonna put double work in HR liao... hope I can get an A at the end of the day.. hee..

Think sem 4 and sem 5 will be much harder than I have imagine.. lecturer marking standard become higher.. so far.. I only know few people got an A for HR.. the rest is like B, B+, C or even D.. haiz.. why Jacithan wanna make our life so miserable!??

Exam is coming in 9 more days!!
JIA YOU Ah EVERYONE!!! =)

HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY TO GINA!!!!

Wooh~ going to hit 30! BUT she still looks like 20!! everyone of us envy u like crazy ok nana!




Really Wish you all the best and STAY HEALTHY AND ACTIVE~!!!! keke...


I think I am the only one who is still studying in this group of friends.. many of them are already become mama this year! so... I met lot of babies in this celebration (gathering) too! Became their Photographer.. haha!



from the left: Sunny, Ming Yi, Mei Hua, GIna, Xuan xuan, ME, Da jie, Xavier and Cammy!


still got alot more actually.. but my lousy camera cant fit all in.. hehe...


FREEZE KURO!

He is damn handsome!!! adorable! OMG! just like to hug him man.. but... his saliva.......





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It has been quite a long time since I go KTV. I remember the last time I went was with J on his Birthday... It didnt end up well anw.. haiz..

Alright! So U guys should know that KTV is a ''good exercise'' when u need to vent out ur emotion etc.. Of coz! all the sad songs had made me cry again.. Finally.. I let it out. Feel much more better.. But I still miss him I know.

Anyway, I was so surprise to receive your call yesterday.. Apply more Sunblock Lotion man.. U really need it! and take care~

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OverNight Study Isnt That simple as you think!! 4 of us went to Changi Airport to have a Overnight Study Session at Starbucks!

We reach there about 11pm and I already can feel the sleepiness.. haha...

Force myself to be awake so I will be able to finish more chapters of managerial account revision with fel darling.. and finish my Human Resource Exam Note!


Of coz! I finish it at 6am and taught Fel 5 chapters in total in one night! Hope she really understand what I teach lo.. I dun wish to see u fail alright my gal? hehe...LET's Promote to SEMESTER 4 TOGETHER!!! =)

<---- SEE! I am so hardworking! =p

THE BAD news is that....

I am ill now!!!

Feeling bad...
feel like vomiting..

Heaty!!

and my bone abit 酸

Tired but cant sleep...

Guess going to have fever soon man.. Tat is very bad!! so I am eating lot of Vitamin C now..

Hope I will not fall sick before exam... =(

p/s: Inside my heart, I wish You are still mine. But gonna move on I know..

为什么男人做一点小事，我们就觉得他们很伟大？
为什么一首首的歌都在说男人的辛酸和他们所谓的伟大付出？
比如：好朋友，女人不该让男人太累，童话，为什么背着我爱别人.... 等等...

难道女人就不伟大吗？
难道一定要为了一个男人养家生孩子，这样才算伟大吗？
一滴滴的眼泪或许男人看了很厌烦，可是男人有真的感受到女人的伤痛吗？

男人 不喜欢你时只要说是 你在胡思乱想
或 无理取闹的理由 来打发你
女人永远猜不到男人到底在想什么
因为他们并没有那么简单....

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自从认识你之后
我才发现这个世界其实有多黑暗...
或许，我真的还小
从来没有踏出过这个社会
单纯的我只相信 只要有 爱
就很满足了

原来这个世界上 有一种叫做
利用 的东西
为了莫种原因所以你要对莫人 特别的好
我真的无法想象
这是 如此的可怕...

感到庆幸的是
我没有什么好给你利用的
所以你对我的爱比较真实
可是却不长久...

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Thanks for passing ''those'' thing to me
I am so glad that u have made it
for me....

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End up playing Uno today
and poor Jason... HE LOST 9 NUGGETS!
If fel was there, i think she will love the game! coz is all about food! hahaha...
Next time ok fel? but make sure u pass all ya subjects.. =p

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p/s: Is ok. dun force urself. It isnt what I want anw. =)

When comes to study....
Everyone is damn serious!

Even me. hahaha...

Have been like studying non stop for 4 days le!! Oh man!! cant really absorp much.. so many things to memorise la!! GOSH!

and account account account!!! KEEP TELLING ME HOW TO CALCULATE MONEY!! IS so annoying ok?!? MONEY AGAIN! ARGH!!! neh! this is my account lecturer - MR. Daniel Tan. luckily he is a cute guy.. cute as in fun alright. hahah.. if not, i will hate this subject like hell man. =p

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Anyway, Have read about this forum recently.. talk about KARMA. DO u believe it?

YES I DO! My Karma will be a good one i know.. haha! who knows? maybe I will be meeting a new good guy soon. =p Just kidding la.. hahah..

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to Update everyone! I have so much things to plan these days!!! one of the reason is to make myself busy!! another reason is that! I REALLY NEED TO LEARN ALOT OF THINGS!!! and catch up with all the family and friends!!! Planning to go oversea! but.. aiya! scare of ghost lehz.. cant go Medan alone.. stupid budi la! cannot stay with me.. and fel's parents wont allow her to go overseas also.. haiz haiz... nvm! change plan! =)

This entry is for all my lovely friends

First, I wanna thanks GOD that we have met.
Second, I just want to tell everyone of u that I am so grateful to HAVE you and THANK for staying beside me whenever I need.
Third, I really wish I will never fall in love again so that I wont neglect everyone of u in the future.

Ade: She is full of jokes. serious! a joker! but she makes me laugh! With her, I always feel silly but happy. I admire her attitude towards everything. she always stay calm and she is the one who actually give me a big hug when i need a shoulder to cry on. I remember that morning, I was so afraid of going to sch alone, she took a cab down at peak hour and accompany me to school.. I am so touched. Loves. :)

Angel: She makes sure I am ok by asking different guys to check me out. kind of cute and i appreciate that my dear.. I really wish you are here with me, bcoz ur mind is so strong! loves :)

Cammy: When I am down and so coincidence that if I met her online, I will just complain everything to her! and she will just listen and talk me out. cant wait to meet you soon!! :) Fun loving friend - Gina and Cammy!

Claris: Her House is like always OPEN for me! when I feel lonely and just dun wanna to stay home alone, I will give her a call, and she can chat with me till i fall asleep. Remember that she was so tired in that morning, but I was too excited to see J, then I woke her up and make sure she keep my mood down. Though she don't really talk much, but once she open her mouth, she just want me to be happy and pull me out from all this shit. Thanks babe! with loves.. :)

Eric: Eh.. though he don't really do much.. but a sms makes my day! atleast I know someone cares about me. Thanks dube! :)

Felicia: Oh man! she is the most lovely little girl I have ever met!! Guess what? she know that I will feel lonely everytime, so the first thing she will do once she reach home is to msn me and call me "Soooosooooooo''... HAHA! and and and!!! coz of me, she takes train to school every morning. Just to make sure I have a companion along the journey to school and back home. Loves :)

HweeLing: She tells me too much things. All is good for me. they are even meant to be BEST for me! She is such a good bestie! she gives me the attention I want, she don't msg me often but i know she think about me every momment. She always support my decision and I believe that I have disappoint her like numurous times but she is still there! I am so sorry! and I want to be like her! a mature and independent woman who love and care about the others. :) loves her like crazy!!

Jason: OH MAN!!! HE IS THE MAN WHO SLEEP WITH ME EVERY NIGHT !!! hahahha. just joking! he is damn kind! he calls me everynight and make sure I fall asleep then he will hang up the phone. and u noe.. I probably will only fall asleep around 3 or 4 am.. and second day, we have to wake up at 7.30am! he is like a zombie now.. he is too tired but he still will call me! how touching man... THANKS bro! Love u alotalot too! and ur bill.. erm.... is free right? LOL =D

Junie: yeah we talk alot in class coz she is sitting beside me and we always have the same problem in a fucking relationship. hahaha.. I just wanna bless her and Leslie! She teach me to love bravely! and I did! and do it well. =) ok la. love u too.. haha

M: She is the most noble woman in my life. I just don't want her to see me sad, that's why I am alright now! LOVE U THE MOST FOREVER!!! Muacks...

Patrick: I know you will always be there for me. and I appreciate that.. How I wish the one I love is YOU! Thank for loving me! =)

Vedant: No income, all love are rubbish and I will remember this forever too! thanks for doing the least u can do for me! Loves. :)

Victoria: She just cry with me when she see me cry. hahah.. very emotional. but I love u babe! I remember that when I wanna to know more about CANCER, I keep asking u all sort of Questions.. and I still believe that CANCER woman like u are very lovely. :)

Vivian: She tells me how LUCKY am I. She shares her experiences with me and I learn alot from her. How I wish I can be that kind of Girlfriend who is so cute and patient. But I know IT IS JUST NOT ME! However, I will learn... :) loves.

p/s: lost one but gain many. I am totally fine and bon voyage! :)

This is cute!!!

This is SCARY!!~~~

Oh.. finally it is another day..
I hate the night. Just cant wait for the morning

Wonder how are you now?
Is the job tough and tiring?
Do you feel cold in the night?

I am Moving On~
Focus on my exam!
Keep myself busy!!
Eat well too..

I have to learn to sleep alone before 2am.

I just want to end things beautifully. =)

He isnt that bad, we're just not suitable.

Gonna move on with my life.

Though I am feeling kind of lonely every momment, but will get use to it soon.
Luckily my friends are cool enough to keep me accompany every seconds if I want.

Thanks bro and sistas!

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Went to Wheelock Starbuk for marketing revision today! since noon all the way till night. Finally finish 5 chapters.. still got 6 more!!!

Have a nice chicken brocolli quiche for lunch or dinner today. atleast I have eat something and I swallow it. I need to replenish all the nutrition I had lost in this few weeks!!!

After study, Board game at cineleisure!!!

Try up Jenga and LIFE! was so excited can...
I shout like there is no tomorrow. hahaha..

p/s: I will grow up! blehz!!! =p

It is normal that we catch some BREAK during our study time.
We are always like that since foundation i think..

We went to SIM HQ to do some account revision..
However, I was so tired that I ask Babe Ade to do her own revision first and I would get some rest in the student lounge.
Great thing is that.. THEY ARE REAL JOKER!!! they keep making noise and jokes.. then I keep laughing.. in the end.. never sleep at all. haiz..

It isnt too late to realised that for the whole semester, I only understand 3 chapters of managerial accounting so far. Thanks Joe that he is able to spare some of his precious time to teach me.. THANK U SO MUCH!! Own u Once! =p

After the short short Exam revision, We went to Vivo City to catch The Journey of the centre of Earth. An one and a half hour show. I can only say...OK LA. U may skip this show. It is just too... Predictable! anw, this is the first time I sit on the first row of the cinema!! My neck and eyes are so tired now...

p/s: one day left and ''you'' are gone!

I am not difficult to understand.

When I smile, coz I think of the sweet memories we ever have
When I emo, coz I cant bear to see us like this
When I laugh it out, coz I am just simply too happy
When I give bad attitude, coz you don't listen to me
When I cry... there can be lot of reasons.. happy and sad and coz of 无奈

When I just want you to sit beside me, pls stay, coz I just like the feeling. I feel secure.
This is the least you can do I think.

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My friends and family.
You always stand beside me. invisibly..
But I know u are there.
For me.. =)
So I will love myself! Like How you Love me!
Be Thankful that God GAVE me this.

p/s: If I cant believe, then don't. How true..

Just few days left.
Please do whatever you can for this last few days.
then we will talk about this all things again after I graduate.

To tough to make a relationship perfect.
We met at the wrong time.
I just need to get enough sleep... and only you can help me.
Just few days left

Atleast dont make me feel that I had fell in love with a bastard.
Stay perfect for me.
in my eyes...

p/s: we dont say '' I love you'' anymore. I would say I miss the memories we had..

I never sleep again yesterday night.
So many thoughts and my head is not going to make through anymore.
I am really going to be insane.

This morning, I finally get myself up and decided to pay him a visit.
because I miss him too much..
He was sleeping peacefully. Not like me, I struggle to sleep
He saw me and pull me up from the bed side and sleep with him..
I cant. My mind is still working..
My tears just roll down again.

Misses are untold
Control is critical
Freedom is the want
Staying beside me is the ''love'' he specially give

He said he cant just anyhow kiss the other girl.
Only me, he will do that.
I know he loves me
but He want to feel free
caused I tighten him

I know the relationship between him and her
I know they are purely friends
I know he needs her to talk to
I know she needs him to lose weight
I know alot and alot.
but I dunno why I just cant accept this

He said we will back together if I stop throwing temper
but does he ever realise that the reason of me being frustrated?
If he stop seeing her, why would I want to acting this way?!
He said after i grow up, I will realise why. How funny.
If a guy who truly love you, will he do the things you do not like?

He bring her to the places we used to go
He share the food with her which he used to share with me
She is replacing my position to accomapany him to go JB for petrol
She is going to teach him piano coz he said he wanna play new song for my next valentine
She needs to lose weight so he gonna exercise with her
She has trouble and maybe he will cheer her up

Suddenly, I just wish I can be a SuperWoman!
I wish I know how to swim, how to play piano, know about business, know about society issue, can be a big eater, can be a cheerful girl who i used to be and grow up soon.

p/s: Just like that. I hope I really get a car accident and lose all the memory...

I used to hate the journey back home..
because.. I feel lonely.

These two days.. the mornings.. I got myself wake up early.
I walked to the MRT alone peacefully..
My mind is thinking about you peacefully. How nice..

The Journey Back home tonight and the way to Orkid Country Club
I just feel so much about you.
I miss you...

p/s: When will we get the clear answer? they said time proves.

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

My view on Myself:
Try it guys!! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

HERE WE GO~ about me!!!! =)

Result showed that I am....
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

YES YES!!! this is damn true! but if u've better looks with good character... I also don't mind la. hahaha...

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

Yeah! prefer that way but usually I SKIP this process. COZ I FALL IN LOVE EASILY!!! but loyal okie.. hahaha

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

flirt?? behave seductively? hahahahaha... which part of my body look seductive to you?! I am serious when I really Choose the one okay...

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

THIS IS IMPT!!! because nobody can steal ya knowledge! =)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Erm.. definately hate office job! but if the incentive is high.. why not?

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

I dont know...

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

I can be independent and dependent too! anw, I know who is gonna stay beside me when I need.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

mature? i dont know man. maybe can be more mature? hahah... I think I need to use more head lehz.. always go with my heart feeling and get hurt.. =(

Hi people! Do you ever know how hard to make one of a major decision in your life at the age of 20?

I let you know how difficult to make this... and thanks GOD! I AM ALIVE!!! wooh~

1st: u gonna try ur best to get whatever outcome u wish u can achieve. STRUGGLING TO GET IT!!!

2nd: Try harder even there is a very big objective. IGNORE THE OBSTACLES

3rd: Try again no matter how the people say, coz u are the one who knows what is the exact thing has happened around you. THOUGHT THEY ARE JUST RUBBISH

4th: Re think, is this what u really want? REALISE YOU CANT BE THAT CHILDISH ANYMORE

5th: Alrite let's try again PUT ALL THE EFFORTS DOWN ONE MORE TIME!!

6th: Finally realise u may need helps CALL EVERYBODY UP!!!

7th: then U make sure the decision is made by all the related people GO THROUGH WITH LOT OF THINKINGS AND STRUGGLES

8th: Finally get tired but still wondering and still got abit hope STILL HOPING & WISHING- COMPLETELY STAY INSIDE YOUR OWN WORLD

9th: U give up NO MORE ENERGY TO FIGHT BACK

10th: tomorrow try again! it is another new challenge. RECHARGE AND NEW LIFE BEGIN

p/s: you said you cant let me go and decided to stay single for me. how lovely can u ever be? i will grow up!

SHOPPING SPREE in the Weekend

guess what? this BURGER KING FREE size shirt is only $8!!! i bought it from Flea Market at cineleisure there with the flower dress! ( not really sure will i wear the dress not, hehe..)

Okie this is from MUJI! nice right? Transparent toothbrush! hehe.. me and claris went to jason's daddy's hse to stay overnight on friday. So, get myself a new toothbrush!!! anw, there is an internal joke: claris love green tight pants. =p

$17 each from Esprit!! then i just found out that i can get another 20% off from melissa!!! aiyaya!!! ARGH!!! next time next time!! hahaha

New Slipper from mlphosis!! only $ 17 + too.. I finally spoil my black mambo slipper and i cant even remember where did i throw it at?!

AT jason's daddy house! ( kovan) LOOK AT MY EYES!!! oh man.. they are so not attrative anymore!!!! =(

I am suppose to meet patrick only! but... since my bestie- claris is so free on that day too ( coz her fren has pang seh her).. so i gonna intro him my friend to her!!! hahaha

Here is the FLEA MARKET!! very hot very hot....

Then Ice Kacang with Huiling...

then dinner again at HK cafe! wasted lot of food... tsk tsk tsk..

MY DINNER!!! but didnt finish too... =(

you were in my life and now you want me to take you out of my life.
how miserable...
but I will do it. just for you!
because this is what you want.

I am okie! perfectly ok
party will makes me forget about everything
new life ahead!
I am pretty and smart. that is me! I will never change.

feel like dancing and jumping around with bunch of people!!!
drinking and dancing.. it will be better if I can sleep all I want.
I need to sleep!!! Do u undestand?!
SLEEP WITH ME!!! anyone?

p/s: hate falling in love, especially it ends in this way.

I was so naive to believe that man could prevail over destiny, but fate has arranged everything in the end, since its all predestined, the process no longer matters.

I am the one who has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to!

p/s: Love is about realising each others flaws and still realise you cant live without each other

Forgiveness & Magnanimous Love

It’s not fault that one has to admit. it is the barrier that one has to be broken so that there is magnanimous in your relationship.

Magnanimous is a type of love

It is harmless and a type of bigger love one has to exercise to show that the relationship comes before pride

A relationship with forgiveness opens the roots to cherish to forget and to return

Don’t compare your pride. Relationship is about giving without taking and if you practice that actually you realise you received more than you give

If you care too much about having to receive more you wont realised the beauty of it. Don’t expect anything in return

That’s sincerity
That’s magnanimous
And that’s bigger love

Maturity don’t grow Together with demand in fairness

Fairness is when you realise nothing is fair
Because you gain some you lose some
Fairness is picture behind what you think appears unfair
Everything will be fair if you don’t demand for fairness

Karma comes in a cycle what you give will eventually be what you receive after the deeds accumulate and returns to you after the circle of cycle

I believe your loved once does the best job they knew how to do

You will get it back some day and some how if you don’t stop giving

What if you remember the rights more than the wrong?
He forgives you after you did many things to him
You should forgive him too
If not that’s taking without giving
See the goodness apply forgiveness to the bad things and you will feel happier

Forgiving is like a key to the lock of hatred
How you want to open it depends on yourself
It is nerveless not difficult
But it’s cold on the outside and warm on the inside
It’s a door to happiness

Seeing the goodness of or remember magnanimous
It is some thing to attain and it is roots of the relationship
You can plant the seed and wait for it to grow

Seeds of magnanimity
Don’t overlook thus don’t overprotect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3BtXDAuQxA

That’s some thing good he gave you
Realise what he done in greatness is more than what he do in mistakes

It’s not about comparing it’s about forgetting fairness and dare to love more

This then is call love

大爱 is some thing that requires forgives avoid comparing and ready to give more everyday

It can change relationships
A good relationship is what you always wanted right
Practice it often
Avoid comparing
Beauty of it is not to expect and you will realise in time
Cause you look more into hatred and overlook the happiness
Bring the memories out and let you anger down

It is not the words suitable
Suitability don’t bring relationship ships Together
It is bullshit!!!
If you have nothing in common with each or that’s when you have everything to learn from one another
That’s when you start to grow

First forgive than realise than learn
Start by practising forgiveness
Do recaps on good memories

That’s when learning and growing makes your anger change
Impulsive is the word
You are sensible
But too overprotective
Learn to love more than you receive is when you realise he loves you so much from those memories and the things he do makes you want to love him more

I love him a lot already!

Don’t compare
Love is incomparable
It is some thing that you have to learn first to love and be loved in return
It’s the greatest thing you'll ever learn
Comparing isn’t love
It is demand for your needs
It is selfish although it may look harmless

p/s: Such a simple thing, yet u took so long to think. I am so disappointed.
I read all my entires again and realised u are really in my life.

SInce I start my first relationship, I always wonder why men can acted this way?

They can ignore the whole situation and enjoy themselves with theirs friends when they have an arguement with their girlfriends or wives.
Yet, Women will only stay aside and keep troubling and crying for the WHOLE situation.
But... Unfortunately, I have enough!
and the best part is.. YOU even Dare to Push every Faults at me now!!! HOW DARE YOU?!

I am sure You know me well..
Ironically that you want me to study hard but you always affect my mood like this. then how am I going to do whatever I suppose to do? all the while.. I always thought you are really concern about me. but now! I finally realised I was cheating myself all the while.

I don't see the caring you used to give me. I don't see you concern about me. I don't see you really want me to be happy. I don't see do you really know that am I being really happy not.
You have changed too much. I have changed too! but to be a better one! you are not..

I am sure I have done My BEST! I also sure that with my standard I can find any man who is better than YOU! Since You don't know how to cherish me and you really thought u are really that good. then I have nothing to say. coz I am leaving this shit out of my life now. I don't think I should give in so much anymore.. You don't worth me to do all this again!

Oh ya! PLEASE STOP MISTAKEN MY WORDS!!!! I never say I dont allow u to meet ya friends. but since U ARE HAVING a R/S, then the number of times u going out with ur friends will eventually decrease. If u dun even see this point, then pls stay single forever!! AND PLS REMEMBER! bcoz of u, I reject the outing with my friends too! since I can do it without u to say anything, why cant you?? if i am not wrong, last time when I used to go out with my friends often..

You said to me this: Why u always go out with ur friends and never accoumpany you?
and coz u said that, i have changed but what do u say to me today? CONTROLLING! Such a good description my dear..


p/s: There is no end if you don't realise your own mistakesssss.

Don't Compare Yourself with Any One in This World
If You Compare, You're Insulting Yourself
Comparing is a positive way for me to improve myself.
Comparing can caused jealousy too, this is what i learnt.

No One Will Manufacture a Lock Without Key
Similarly, God Won't Give Problems Without Solutions
I set the Problems but Forget about Getting a Solutions
Without a Solution, How do I know is the Problem can be Solve or not?

Life Laughs at You When You're Unhappy
Life Smiles at You When You're Happy
Life Salutes You When Make Others Happy
No one Want to feel unhappy
Being Unhappy has a Reason Behind it

Every Successful Person Has a Painful Story
Every Painful Story Has a Successful Ending
Accept the Pain and Get Ready For Success
I have accept the PAIN numerous of times
But When will I success?

Easy Is to Judge the Mistakes of Others
Difficult Is to Recognize Our Own Mistakes
It Is Easier to Protect You Feet with Slippers
Than to Cover the Earth with Carpet
Recognize My problem and Change it as much as possible
I also learn to sort out the problem for people like you

No One Can Go Back and Change the Bad Beginning
But Anyone Can Start Now & Create a Successful Ending
Forget about the PAST and Focus the Present
I am working hard for the Future too

If a Problem Can Be Solved, No Need to Worry About It
If a Problem Cannot Be Solved, What Is The Use of Worrying?
Sometimes I wish the Problem can be solve asap so it will not become a more serious problem

If You Miss an Opportunity, Don't Fill the Eyes
It will Hide Another Better Opportunity In Front of You
ALways OPEN Your Eyes BIg BiG to Look For a Better Opportunity If You think You are good enough For A better One

''Changing the Face'' Can Change Nothing
"Facing the Change" Can Change Everything
Don't Complain About the Others, Change Yourself If You Want Peace
I change the face first then face the changes

Mistakes Are Painful When They Happen
But Year's Later Collection of Mistakes is Called "EXPERIENCE
Which Leads to Success!
Mistakes make people disappointed and never want to make it anymore, so we stop trying for anything no matter is a successful leading or not.

FUCK OFF!
this is the real word I want to say to you seriously!

How much I have done to make this work?
How much I have done to make this live?
How much I have done to make you appreciate that?
How much I have done to make myself to be happy too?

Everyone should has friends.
I have too! plenty. I pang seh them more than You do to your friends.
I am being here to accompany you and hope you will not feel lonely.
Yet, I am pushing all my friends away bcoz of you and you are giving all you have to all your friends.

FIne!
I'm really happy to be with your friends. they are funny! cute! whatever..
But you are not being as lovely as you should be.
and this..
made me hate you from going out with your friends!

What kind of excuse is that? an explaination of cancelling a lunch? since when u have lunch with him? and before i get pissed off, don't you have enough time to explain whatever u want to explain?!

Ridiculous! You don't even know am I being real happy or not? hello! do u ever think of my feeling? or u already found out that u are neglecting me??!! U wan me to be as sweet as possible! and i am doing it difficultly! but what?!?!?! u are taking advantage of me now! ENOUGH!!!!

I AM SO PISSED OFF!!! really Angry till my whole body can feel the boiling of my blood vessels!!!!

p/s: I only need one second to spoil everything!

''If you do not have the time to do it RIGHT at the first time, When do you have the time to to it all over again?''

This is taught by my managerial account lecturer- Mr. Daniel Tan.

p/s: If you dun show me respect, why should I?