Hi people! Do you ever know how hard to make one of a major decision in your life at the age of 20?

I let you know how difficult to make this... and thanks GOD! I AM ALIVE!!! wooh~

1st: u gonna try ur best to get whatever outcome u wish u can achieve. STRUGGLING TO GET IT!!!

2nd: Try harder even there is a very big objective. IGNORE THE OBSTACLES

3rd: Try again no matter how the people say, coz u are the one who knows what is the exact thing has happened around you. THOUGHT THEY ARE JUST RUBBISH

4th: Re think, is this what u really want? REALISE YOU CANT BE THAT CHILDISH ANYMORE

5th: Alrite let's try again PUT ALL THE EFFORTS DOWN ONE MORE TIME!!

6th: Finally realise u may need helps CALL EVERYBODY UP!!!

7th: then U make sure the decision is made by all the related people GO THROUGH WITH LOT OF THINKINGS AND STRUGGLES

8th: Finally get tired but still wondering and still got abit hope STILL HOPING & WISHING- COMPLETELY STAY INSIDE YOUR OWN WORLD

9th: U give up NO MORE ENERGY TO FIGHT BACK

10th: tomorrow try again! it is another new challenge. RECHARGE AND NEW LIFE BEGIN

p/s: you said you cant let me go and decided to stay single for me. how lovely can u ever be? i will grow up!